What do i feel about having a special child? A very special person chosen to take care of a Being of love, a being who sees no difference between me and my maid, a being who wants to just be, not get anywhere, become anything, just be. I love this Being in my life, for me only he is real and all else is fake. He is for me, the goal, the journey and the pauses. Is it wrong to love someone so much?... Maybe, but when you love a being who has no sense of self, its different from the ordinary kind of love, there seems a timelessness in it, a belonging and completeness that nothing else can bring. Its my journey from the alone to the alone, yet i never feel alone. Yes there are every day challenges, my life is hardly easy or stress free, but in my heart, i feel love, in my mind, i think of things that aren't earthly. My life is different from many, but its a one I would never regret. I am blessed.
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